after much contemplation, ive decided to continue to blog !!!!

WHEEEPEEEEE. cos my language kinda sucks alr, if i dont continue to write (not like my kind of blogging is of any proper english actually HAHAS), i will prolly speak and write weird, poor, broken english. (it IS alr broken T-T)

anyw, ive been on strange diet to lose weight and day by day im losing my determination. sigh ):
this is so upsetting. i am not aneroxic !!!!! im only doing this for a short period when extreme guilt overwhelms me. and i'll be like 'why am i so fat ): *SOB HARD*' hahahhaas

i was starving like mad at 5pmish and i couldnt tahan so i ate a few sunflower seeds ): then i saw the nutrition facts section, O.O the caloriesssssssssss. i think i should have ate a few chips instead of sunflower seeds. zzzz hahahas

so i had soup and fish and LOTSA VEGE for dinner. (the diet was not suppose to have any proper food, but i cannot tahan la ):) just a few moments ago, my cousy brought their wedding cakes over. you know those normal wedding cake i dont really fancy? like butter cake, or marble cake, or walnut cake. cos i find them too dry. would only eat them for breakfast when theres nothing to eat.

but.... look at their wedding cake:



sigh.. so i ate.................................................................. hahahahhas the one with the red heart^^^

after much contemplation, ive decided to continue to blog !!!!

WHEEEPEEEEE. cos my language kinda sucks alr, if i dont continue to write (not like my kind of blogging is of any proper english actually HAHAS), i will prolly speak and write weird, poor, broken english. (it IS alr broken T-T)

anyw, ive been on strange diet to lose weight and day by day im losing my determination. sigh ):
this is so upsetting. i am not aneroxic !!!!! im only doing this for a short period when extreme guilt overwhelms me. and i'll be like 'why am i so fat ): *SOB HARD*' hahahhaas

i was starving like mad at 5pmish and i couldnt tahan so i ate a few sunflower seeds ): then i saw the nutrition facts section, O.O the caloriesssssssssss. i think i should have ate a few chips instead of sunflower seeds. zzzz hahahas

so i had soup and fish and LOTSA VEGE for dinner. (the diet was not suppose to have any proper food, but i cannot tahan la ):) just a few moments ago, my cousy brought their wedding cakes over. you know those normal wedding cake i dont really fancy? like butter cake, or marble cake, or walnut cake. cos i find them too dry. would only eat them for breakfast when theres nothing to eat.

but.... look at their wedding cake:



sigh.. so i ate.................................................................. hahahahhas the one with the red heart^^^